Please...Just Let Me Fly!

I Don't want to be Angry
because...
Smiling Hurts!
I Don't want to be Upset
because...
Eating Hurts!
I Don't want to feel this pain in my Gut!
And I Don't want to Cry!

I'm Tired!
I'm Tired of Feeling Bad!
The Lies are KILLING Me!
And I'm Tired of being the Stronger Person
Because...
I'm Not!

I Bleed like any other...
But...Lie...to Kill the pain...
Not cause it!

I Don't want to Shake Uncontrollably!
I Don't want to Lose myself...
Again!
I'm Tired of Wanting to be Dead!
Just make it happen...
Already!

Please...
Just Let Me Fly!

I Want to Fly!
I Want to Fly myself to Freedom!
I Want to Feel Happy!
I Want to Be Happy...
Truly Happy!

Why is THIS so hard?

I'm Not a Bad Person!
I Try to do the Right Thing!
My Compassion Precedes Me!

So...
Why am I here?
Again?
Why am I in this Dark, Cold, Wet Hole?
AGAIN???

A few Rusty Bearings is all I have Left!
Common Sense is a Gift I was Never given!
Dignity Moved Out...
Way before I could speak!
SHAME...
Is my middle name!

I Don't want to Play, Anymore!
I Never signed Up in the First Place!

It's OVER!

I'm DONE!

For God Sakes!
Give me my Wings, Already!!!

I Just Want To Fly!!!

Please...
Just Let Me Fly!