Wake Up!

Wake Up Suzy Q!
Big Trouble Is Riiight Here!
A Big Ol' Mess Of Quick Sand
And Unhealthy Grains Of Queer!

Wake Up There Suzy Q!
And Get Your Ass in Gear!
We're Gettin' Out Of Dodge
And We're Headin' For The Frontier!

There Ain't No Time To Doddle
And There Ain't No Time To Tear
Hell! There Ain't No Time For Questions
And There Ain't No Time For Fear!

So Gitty Up Suzy Q!
And Get Your Game Face On!
Grab A Tube Of Lipstick
And Put Them Red Stilettos On!
It's Time to Wheel and Deal!
Hell! It's Time to Get It On!

So Get Out of That There Comfort Zone
And Shake Off Them Eyes of Fear
Time Just Ain't a Waitin'
See! Them There Wrinkles Is Here!

I'll Learn Ya To The Airport
And I'll Learn Ya To Be Free
I'll Learn Ya Foreign Languages
To Meet With Destin-He

So, Come On Suzy Q!
Time is a Wastin'!
Ya Need to Get Your Groove On
Hell! Ya Need to Get to Bastin'!
Ya Need to Live and Breathe a Little
Ya Need to Get to Tastin'!
Ya Need to Get Your Passion Back
Time is a Wastin'!

Gitty Up!!!

I Changed The Channel Of My Life, Today...

I changed the Channel of my life, today...
Froze...
Stopped breathing...
And failed to laugh
I slipped into oblivion
Coupled with a tear
Life is funny
When you're asleep
All bundled up in fear

Failure...
Is what haunts me, now
Crippling tiny dreams
Crippling tiny thoughts of fame
Never...
To be seen

I changed the Channel of my life, today...
Screamed...
Hyperventilated...
And passed out
I slipped into a coma
Coupled with convulsions
Checking in to the "house of drugs"
Only...
To check out

Life is funny
When you're awake
All bundled up in jackets
All bundled up in leather straps
Creating all the racket

Failure...
Is not an option, now
Freedom...
Is Key
Free to take the big, fat risks
Freedom...
Is Me

I changed the Channel of my life, today...
Saw your face and smiled
I know I'm in a better place
If only...
For a while
I know I'm in a different place
I've known it...
For a while
I know I'm in a bigger place
Filled with warmth
And smiles

I changed the Channel of my life, today...
I changed the face of love
I changed the tunnel of my fate
I changed...
The World...
Of Man...
And Cub

Dear J.R.

The nights are long, but the road to wellness is an eternity. Without fail, the wagon of perfection is dragging my over worked torso off the cliffs of a long and productive life to the slums of "limboville". Here is where I dream...without hope. Here is where I scream...without sound. Here...is where I'll die. "Limboville"...a dark, cold place of madness known to kill the soul. I wish I had your smile to keep me warm. The memories of you are fading fast and seeping through the cracks of my decomposing brain. I wish I had your thoughts spoken from your warm flesh topped with your tademark giggle. Why are you so far away? When will you visit? How can I make you stay? I've given up on failure and lay face down in the ditch of surrender. I wreak of cowardly ambition and shame. Time is my enemy, now. I just want the train to stop, the fields to be green and the lying to be over. I yearn for the days of true laughter, guilt free smiles and heart pounding excitement. I miss you J.R. I miss you!

Love

Sue

Be a Fucker...

Why? Why? Why? Why do we stay with people we don't like. I am so sick of people crying over some self absorbed asshole and claim that they "love him(her)". Oh, please. There is absolutely no such thing as being "in love" with someone. Ya, sure you can love their smile...their "Chicken Cachatorie"...or even the way they take charge with the whip in the basement. But, there is no way in Hell Anyone can love "everything" about someone...not even "alot" of things about someone. It's impossible. People hate more things about the person they're with than they actually love about them. Bad relationships are the norm. You're either comfortable with the bastard(bitch), scared of the bastard(bitch) or just freakin' stupid...I pleade the fifth. I think Dr Pepper really wanted to say "I'm a Fucker...You're a Fucker...Wouldn't you like to be a Fucker, too? Be a Fucker...Be a Crazy Fucker...Be a Fucker...Be a Scary Fucker...Be a Fucker...Be a Lazy Fucker...Be a Fucker...Drink Dr Fucker!"

Thoughtful and Warm-Loving

So, I asked my boy friend (notice how I separated boyfriend into two words) how he'd describe me if someone ever asked him to and he answered with a great deal of pain "mmm...Athletic Build...mmm 5ft 4in and Brunette". Wow! He just described every Lesbian, I know. And when I began to give him grief about my description, he whined. "What??? I said you were beautiful." Whatever Fucker! I thought to myself. I wanted to be described as Creative, Thoughtful and Warm-Loving...not a wanted criminal. You freakin' idiot! And just for the record...I'm 5ft 2in! Moron! After I lashed him with my heated thoughts, I batted my tiny eyelashes and replied in a "girly girl" voice "I'm a very Thoughtful and Warm-Loving person, honey. I utilize both sides of my brain, therefore, I'm both Creative and Analytical...A rare breed." He didn't say a word, but I heard every colorful thought that stumbled across his tiny, little one-sided brain. And, I had to agree with him. I'm a Crazy Bitch with multiple personalities...hence, the two-sided brain. But, I'm a Thoughtful and Warm-Loving Crazy Bitch, or he wouldn't be here.

The Fear

I Walked to the Pier...
Inhaled the Silence...
And Exhaled the Fear.

I walked to the Pier...
Stood there in Silence...
Showing no Fear.

I Walked to the Pier...
Embracing the Silence...
Discarding the Fear.

I Walked to the Pier...
Breaking the Silence...
Killing the Fear.